week 28

as i layed in the hospital 2 weeks ago there was someone who was there for me the entire time. he would visit everyday wether it ment taking off work or not. he would spend hours there with me. we may not be a couple anymore but it was all the support that i had from him. i couldnt have been more thankful. i would lay there wondering if i would be able to walk again or feel my legs and he would be the one to push me an tell me i could walk and help do everything. he would carry to and from his truck just so i could go to the shop with him and my brothers. he wasnt the only one there for me this entire time there were many people including my bros and sister and mom and dad. my aunts uncles  cousins grandparents and more. but it was just that smile he put on my face when ever he would come in i knew at that point that he was gonna make me work my legs again so i could come home sooner. no matter how tired i was or how bad i wanted to give up and just quit fighting he continued to push me everyday. i layed in the hospital bed for almost a week and during this time i painted on my window and asked him to prom from my room there and he said yes. he may not go  now but i still cant be mad he cared and was there for me every step of the way and still continues to tell me everything will come back soon and i will be back to normal he pushes me to my limit everyday and i may hate that but i am very thank ful!

week 27

up town funk !!
this is my jam there once was a girl named kelsey who thought she was so hot. she would walk through town singing " 'm too hot (hot damn)
Called a police and a fireman
I'm too hot (hot damn)
Make a dragon wanna retire man
I'm too hot (hot damn)
Bitch say my name you know who I am
I'm too hot (hot damn)
Am I bad 'bout that money
Break it down

she always thought she was so good looking. i would cruise around and we would sing to this song the entire time. she was a very sweet girl but way to all about herself. she met this famous singer one time and she was all about her then the singer told her she wasnt pretty and now kelsey sings to this song to make her feel good about herself. she really is a very pretty girl but this singer was just mad and crushed kelseys heart. 

week 26

there was a time i was argueing with my bestfriend. instead of saying what i actually wanted to say i just said one thing and let it go. then like five minutes after she left the room i knew i should of actually told her the way it was and how i felt because she was gonna be mad either way. i wanted to tell her that it was stupid how she always complained to be about everything and always thought she was right and i really just wanted to tell her that she isnt always right and to quit thinking she knows everything but i didnt because i didnt wanna ruin our friendship but when she left the room i was wishing i would have said it.